I left my marriage of 7 years last February in 2018. I was a victim of Narcissistic abuse. In my mind (whatever was left of it)- I had to leave in order to save my life and my sanity. Knowing that I will be starting all over again on my own. Going into unknown scared me too. But not as much as staying in my broken marriage. I was scared of him sometimes; I didn’t know what mood he will choose that day. He wasn’t physically abusive as much as emotionally. Later on I started to believe him. Maybe I was crazy ( he called me). Never good enough, always something to bring me down, never happy for me and my accomplishments, calling me stupid.. I went along with all of that thinking hey, no marriage is perfect even though that I was the only one in it. I was alone in my marriage.. After his persistent chatting on his cell phone until 3-4 am in the morning day after day night after night and me lying in our bedroom all alone shivering from sobbing and tears pouring down my face … something inside of me said: YOU MUSH LEAVE!
So I did..
